BeaR-BeAr

In about 19 days from now, I’ll be 17 years old!! Yuppie!!*wink—which means i’m eligible to get my driving license…But before that i need to get through my sememster exam *sigh…

Yesterday, me, xb, jess, vivienne ,grace and wj went out for breakfast at Bee’s!! It was really fun and happy to hang out with them as i haven’t met them for quite sometime now…almost a month i guess. Missed them alot…Hope my holidays come soon then i’ll be able to visit u all…

Finalzzz will be coming soon—in less than a week’s time…Kind of making me nervous though, but i still hope to pass it with flying colours. To do so , i really gotta buck up and study harder looo…I’ll be sitting for my 1st exam on tis saturday which is for M’sian Studies!! Hope i can do well…

Suddenly i came to realise that i haven been spendin much time with my family since i went to college. Spending only the weekends with my dad, mum n bro isn’t enough to me. Although sitting at home might be kind of boring but it’s much more better than staying away from home and not being able to spend those precious time wif my family…Love you all alot..

2.21 am—I’m here studying for my chemistry quiz ‘later’ which is 10am. I noe i should be studying now instead of crapping here, so i’ll juz make it short…Cuz my eyes are very streesed, so gotta take them away from the books…

Juz now, i went to have supper with joanne, dorcas, kc,wj,zX at Al-salam…This is the 1st time i went there since coming to Inti for a Semester—wat a disgrace…It was quite fun actually, although i dun talk much. But let me comment about the food there!!—The roti BaWang i ate was like SOOOOO Nice!! Maybe because i’m hungry, but truly it’s very delicious plus the curry was well cooked as well. ( I can’t help it, cuz i ate dinner too early today…so gets hungry easily–actually is fatter).

:: I love food–Especially Chocolates but i nid to avoid those for my own sake…If not my face would turn into a monster!! Anyway, food are the best of life!! When i reach home 2ml, i’ll juz eat lotz of choc(paradise–ferrero roche), then later drink lotz of honey in order to cool down…But the most important is—Eat Tau Fu FA! Thz 2 my bro, who bought me some from the pasar malam!! ::

I’ll juz stop here for this time, cuz i really gotta get back to my books, if not i’ll really flunk it!! Oh! By the way, i din flunk my statistic…YiPpIe! Although the marks wasn’t that satisfying, but better then failing it, rite? So, i’ve gotta buck up to achieve my Aim!!!

All The BeST to everyone sitting for the Quiz ‘later’…

To tell the truth i’m not sure what i’m going to post this time on d blog again…cuz i’m mind now is filled with messy-tiring-missing stuff!!..Well, i’m not sure how i got those stuff stuck into my head, and now i’m unable to remove them…Hopefully after a good nite sleep, i’ll be able to forget all of those unwanted stuff!!… *i’m crapping to much lately–sorry for that

Sthing happened yesterday morning when i was going to the washroom,  a bird was inside the washroom, flying here and there. So i juz stood there ( cuz i’m scare of birds), avoiding that bird for like 3 minutes. Then later a gal came in, she was shocked-not by the bird, but by me…cuz i was wearing all black and i was standing at the entrance!! Felt so stUpId for that moment—i wonder why i juz stood there?? Mayb i’m so blur + sleepy…^sleepyhead^…anyway, i went into that washroom and brush my teeth + wash my face with the bird flyin…=S…GoSh!!

Today is not suppose to have any class since i’ve finish chemistry lab classes, but Ms.Vinder wanted a replacement for Bio and also Bio Test 2, so gotta go 4 cls + Test2…Well, i woke up quite early this morning around 6am but eventually when back to sleep till 8 sthing. The cozi-ness in my room makes me wanna sleep more, but still i gotta get up to go to class *sigh…felt like sleeping the whole day, yet it’s already 2am morning now, and i’m still here blogging.

For the pass few days, my $$ flies like as if there’s no limtation. It’s so ShOcKinG!! Maybe ‘cuz i ate too much?!?…Not really…I dun recall eating alot. The consequences of using up large amount of cash :: gotta go to ATM… For ur info, i’m quite a stingy person after coming to college. I wouldn’t spend uneccessarily now, but i can’t resist the temptation for food, which makes me fatter…

But sthing that happened yesterday makes me really HaPpY!! My bEsT fReN—Sue will be coming to Inti to study next semester!! Yuppie!! Although we aren’t taking the same course, but still she’ll be here!! But sadly, we’ll staying at the same block same level but not the same room. Hope to c ya soon gal…

A life is not a life without any friends around you,

standing by your side when you need them,

A Best Friend will always be there no matter you need them or not, listening to your endless crapping—you can pour out whatever you like…

A Good Friend will be there to guide you through difficulties, helping you out in things—you can always depend on them…

Weekly Review:

Last Friday was quite a tiring day cuz after class i gotta rush back home to take bath then later come back to InTi and go to Royal Adelphi for INTIMA Installation. Gotta wear formally, so wore back the same suit for presentation…Aihzz…gotta go shopping for clothes soon…Anyway, LEO club won quite a number of awards, if i’m not mistaken is around 10 awards including top chairperson and top secretary..etc.

Well, on Saturday a few of us (Board Of Directors) went to KL-Confucian School for LEO Join Installation! I was then installed as the Inti Leo Club Secretary–that’s not the main point. The main point here is, i’m really impress with what they organizing committee had done.Most of them are secondary school student but they manage to organize such a BIG event!! Cuz the event is the installtion for Leo Clubs all around KL. Although it’s like not perfect..but it’s consider very good. Congrats to them!!!

My grams came back from Australia with my auntie and uncle. She’s still very sad about my uncle’s death. =’(  Anyway, she’s one of my role model in life—she’s very tough in handling all this, especially 2 loss in a role. After grandpa left us not long, uncle died due to lung cancer…Aihzz…sob sob…Everytime i thought about grandpa i’ll cry…… really i misses him alot. I always wish that he will be there when i graduate from U but…unfortunately he went off earlier. May You Rest In Peace…=””””””(

This week will be a very BuzY week for me…I’ll be having test + quiz for almost everyday in this week. PITY mE!!! Gotta study and do my very BeST, can’t fail the test and must never dissapoint my parents…

There’ll be alot of test pouring in next week!!! Isn’t it pathetic that u need to sit for test almost everyday in a week(except weekends) …??? It’s a suffering to be sitting for so many test n quiz n watever in a week plus it’s different subject everyday…=’( Wanna cry ady…Just sat for the Bio Quiz 2 today, "How was it?" "Dun ASK!!"…Got back my statistic paper—OMG!! The marks are sooooooooooooo LOW..mayb it’s d lowest in the whole cls…dun ask wat’s d mark..cuz i wont tell!! >>>Gotta really study hard for the next TESTS, muz get high marks, musn’t get LOW marks anymore…very bad…(-_-)

Went jogging wif Chyi, Hui, and Yee juz now..quite fun la..Then later went out for dinner til 9.30pm!!(Late huh?!?)—After dinner went to 7-eleven to buy bread (for breakfast) + 100 plus(to drink).

The other day (i think is last week or dunno when) i went for a free eye-test, then the result came out wasn’t very pleasant–My eye’s short sighted and astigmatism increased quite alot (thanx to myself for not wearing specs), now i gotta go and increase the power…To make things worst– My right eye is swallon, so PAIN!! It felt like the whole eyeball is going to PoP-OuT and also like the bee stinging it!!! =““( ….Thanx to my BIG appetite–ate too much ‘yau zha guai’ + ‘horses hoofs’ for the past few days cuz at home (haha!!–gotta enjoy food at home since food in inti not so good)…stuffed in alot of calories…To soothe my eye better, went to the minimart to get an eye-mo that cost me RM5.20!!! It’s so expensive…but sadly…i need to use it!! Mum & Dad wanted to come to see me but i told them not–waste of money>>petrol + toll fee–Hope it’ll get better sooon…

Missing you always…Hope to see you soon…

It’s a suffering for not being able to see you, cuz i miss you alot…

But when i see you, i might hate you…

So it’s better not to see you, and i won’t hate you, i’ll rather choose to miss you…

I hate making decisions, but eventually i’m filled with THESE kind problems!!!! Of all the problem, why this????? Feel like banging my head to the wall…:’(

Now people, should i go back home this friday? and come back to campus on saturday?? The story starts " INTIMA will be holding an installation this friday at ROYAL ADELPHI (which is so so so so near my house compared to others from other states) and i’m suppose to attend!(*nevermind that,i can attend) Then again, on the next day, LEO Join Installation will be held in KL! Which means i need to come back to campus and ‘tumpang’ other’s car in order to go there!!! And another problem is–i didn’t brought along my formal suit so i do need to go home and take it!! but it’s like i need to go home and come back to campus then go home again?? Or i should just go home on friday—go to RA—come back college—go to KL—go home??? " I’m bad at making decision..hate it!! Frustrated!!

After a ‘LONG’ vacation at home (but attending classes), i’m finally back at my FarFarAway + HighHigh hostel room. Which means back to usual schedule!! And also BAD INTERNET CONNECTION!!!! The connection here so bad…anyway i still gotta bear with it. Now, to make things worst–i can’t sign into MSN messenger at all—it says that the connection is TOO BUSY—stupid ReASon..!! hope it gets Better sooooooooooon….

Bio Quiz is just hours away (in exact 18 hours) but i’ll still here scribbling my thoughts in this BLOG. NeeD to StUdy!!! Hope i’ll do well—RNA has mRNA, rRNA, tRNA and each of them has their own role...I’m going NUTZZZ…

Chao guys..write next time..really gotta study…

This week was the BeStESt week—know why? ’cause i’m been coming home everyday!! Anyway things will be back to normal next week…..

Independence—-felt so great about it!! Since i’m coming home for the whole week so i told my dad that i’ll take KTM + Bus instead of him fecthing me everyday…It’s so tiring and EXPENSIVE for him to fetch…he didn’t agree at first but after all the persuading and blah blah….he finally AgReEd!!! So i started off with going home with Yan Yi but…on Wed..i took d bus and ktm alonezzz…..It’s not tat scary though, but went i reach tiroi–it started raining cats and dogs. Met Joanne, Ken Wan, Wen Jiet, Siao Chui, Jia Li, Liang Hoong at ktm station yesterday. Miss Siao Chui sooooo much, since she’s so far away in cyberjaya. Anyway, it really felt great when i know that i do things on my own.

Phew!! Piano exam’s finally OVER!!! YiPpie!! but not so confident i can pass it. Royal Adelphi is so damn cold, it’s like freezing in there. Anyway, i played the pieces and scales quite ok (i think). But my aural suckzzz….the singing part wasn’t that bad. But i did a stupid mistake, the modulation part–i said the correct modulation but said the wrong candence!!! How STUPID of me!! My stupidity would certainly affect the marks…GOSH!! Felt like crying..After the piano exam i gotta ruch back to college to take my chemistry test. I reach college and went straight to the library where i met Chiau Yee, Tamy, Ian and Yan Yi. I was like panicking so badly, thanx 2 them–telling me to calm down and all.  The test didn’t went too well, although all i need to do is to explain more on the chemical bonding but…This test was at least betta than the 1st test..not so much calculations!!Anywayzz…it’s over, just let it be. What will be, will be…

After a so-called ‘hectic week’, i’ll be going out later to watch FanTastic Four. It’s like been ages since my last shopping + watching movie with Sue and Mri—my Bestest frens..YeAH!!!! U gals are the coolest…

Miss everybody in Seremban….

Tuesday (5 July 2005) Well, after all d hardwork being put in for the presentation~~i can say that, it’s not that bad. Although u’ll get nervous on d stage but it’s not as bad as i thought. My presentation wasn’t that good..*sigh. Time is limited so out of 10 slides, i think i’m only able to present about 7 slides?? not sure as well. But to be honest, i’ve skipped alot!!haHa!! So….I’m happy with what i’ve done on d stage and juz hope my marks wont be that low!! (^,^)

After d presentation, we went straight to class without any long breaks till 2pm!! ( Presentation starts at 8am). After classes, me and my frens took some pics.–very memorable. As we seldom wear so formal to cls, so it’s quite memorable…since my room is so FAR FAR (block R-last block-level 4-highest level) away, so didn’t change till my cls is over which means i need to wait till 6pm!!

Anyway, after cls i went straight home as i’m having piano classes the next morning(which is today). Today’s statistic test was not as hard as i expected. Luckily, no histogram or ogive, if there are such Q, i think i’m already dead meat. But eventually i’ve got to memorise and understand those stuffs.

When i was glancing through the calendar~~i got to know that my semester exam is like a few weeks from now!! GOSH!! time really flies, i can’t believe that i’ll be finishin my 1st semester in about a month time…

Happy Birthday SUE HUI!!!!~~Sorry i’m unable to celebrate ur birthday with u today!! But are u surprize????!!—calling u exactly at midnight…aihzz..i don’t know why i’m typing all this crap knowing very well that you wont be able to c it. *sIGh…Anyway, wanna wish u All The Best in ur future~~Hope to c ya soon this saturday!!~~…..miss ya