BeaR-BeAr

It’s been kind of an exciting plus boring holiday for me. The enjoying part mostly starts from last saturday as all of my friends are having their holidays as well!!!So here goes……

Well, this year’s bday was kind of special cuz i celebrated it with different people at different places on different days. *special rite? First was with my prefect @ best frens at CenTral–had breakfast there for the FIRST time…Then at night was with my ex-classmates at Ruby–sang karaoke there for the FIRST time. It was a really MEMORABLE b’day. The next day (sunday), i went out with my best frens again (SueHui & Mridula)—enjoyed it as well since we 3 didn’t went out together for like ages…(^,^)
P/S::Thanx all of U for those cute n nice presents!! And also throwing a great party for me.

Celebration comes one after another—it’s been a very joyful week for me…I’m able to spend my time with my best friends, enjoying life to the fulless…Wow!! So nice!! Shopping, Breakfast, Brunch, Movies… Doing things together really make my life more interesting. The BBQ at my house was fun, but really gotta thank VV,XB,WC,KW,WJ,BW for making it come true. Although it has been postponed for like so-many times, but nvm, we still manage to make it!! Doing the grocery shopping together, sitting on KW’s car for the FIRST time, making sushi, making the ‘jelly-cake’—all of this will be forever be a part of my memory. Love ya all!!!
::Thanx alot to my mummy, daddy, grams and of course my cute lil’ brother for everything::

Although stayin at home is relaxing but staying too long will make life drastic for u…I’ve been sleeping late n waking up late since holidays starts *piggy*. Sadly, all of this got to come to an end in just two days time, start from Monday–gotta wake up early again.*sigh*

I’m gonna miss the time me and my frens spent together, really hope time can stop and doesn’t pass by so fast. After this holidays, i have no idea when we’ll be able to do such fun things together again, maybe during the weekends *i think*… Although we have already gone separate ways now, meeting new friends but I hope we’ll remain best frens forever and don’t forget each other. Especially those special times we spent together. You all are special people in my life.Take Care my Frenss….Miss you all very very much

**sorry to WJ n BW—didn’t put ur pics…

I thought HOLIDAYSsssss should be very enjoying and fun, like the old days…But unfortunately, it’s not that so enjoying nor fun…It’s kind of BoReD!!! Maybe my friends aren’t on holidays yet…Maybe next week would be better…(^,^)

Went to STAD the other day with Wei Cheng n Wen Jiet and met my old clsmates, "it was really nice meeting all of u all…Miss ya guys sooooooo much…" Seeing all of them in smart uniforms, my mind can’t stop thinking of the old days. It’s like a memory refreshing day for me when I saw them…We stayed there for quite some time, until the teacher entered the class(me n WC freaked out n ran out of the classroom). ^^^It’s nice meeting u guys back there, hope to see you all soon^^^

Although i’ve planned to study chemistry this holidays, but i barely finish the 2nd chapter. Aiks…Should study 2ml, but i’m not sure whether i can stand the temptation of watching tv or not ?!? Better learn to resist such temptation…*sigh

Today is kind of a sad day for me…Very sad n cried juz now as well…Misses my grandpa alot…I was praying and i notice that my eyes became teary and i don’t seem to be able to control it. For that moment, all of the old memories of grandpa kept pouring into my thoughts—…*sad*
~~He left us so suddenly, and i really can’t accept it at that very moment, and i’ve been crying so badly that day…He was once a strong and healthy man…How can he juz leave us like that??
~~~When i was a kid, I always imagine that he’ll be at my graduation ceremony , seeing me graduate…But now, that dream would never ever come true anymore…
~~~ When i’m a kid, he’ll always be there no matter what. Unfortunately, as time passes by and i grew up gradually, i’m not as ‘free’ as lastime, and don’t spend alot of time hanging around with grandpa anymore…But, he stills loves me dearly and stills buys my fav. food for me all the time…But until 1 day, he left…*may u rest in peace…

In 2 days time, i’ll be turning 17 (an age where i can get my drving license)… Yippie!! I just wanna say sorry to those whom i’ve disappointed for not being able to go out on my birthday…C ya all soon!!!

Wahahahahahaha!!!!! I PASSED MY PIANO GRADE 8 EXAM!!!!!!!!!!! So HapPy!!!!!

Special thanks to Ms Ng (My beloved piano teacher), for supporting me all the way and also teaching me all the skills…Thanx really alot!!! and all my frens who gave me support and all for the exam…really thanx alot guys..!!! Thought i would fail it since i did quite badly in the aural part, but fortunately, i didn’t!!!1 thank God!!! Luv ya guyss…

I’m having my semester break now, for approximately 2 weeks++, but i have no idea what i should do yet. Even so, i do plan to study my chemistry this holidays, to catch up…Hope i can do so…

So many things has happened for the pass few days/weeks…But i can’t possibly blog all of it here…Aihzz…The semester exam was a real disaster for me–maybe because i didn’t do enough preparation *sad*. Juz hope that my results won’t sucks, then that’s more than enough. One more thing, i hope to be in the same class with my frens next semester…don’t hope to be separated with them…*pray*

The other day at Mid-Valley, i SPLURGED for a bracelet!!! It cost me rm31.60!!!! Felt like banging my head to the wall…I don’t know why i’m so STUPID—(how can i spend such hard-earned $$ on a bracelet????) I can’t believe i did that. Kind of felt cheated by them after i bought that…Aihzz…whatever la ^nasi sudah menjadi bubur^, can’t blame anybody but stupid me—should be more careful nextime!!! *sigh*

I’m gonna miss my fren–Xianzzz, ’cause she might not be continuing A-levels next semester…Sad larr….Really miss you le, can you not leave? How can you do this to US? We miss u very much de lorrr….Hope u can stay back and continue…C ya at 25th August!!!
But, really had fun the other day at mid-valley!!! Take Care Kelantan Gal……

*CL arrr….i think i’m gonna fail the ‘programme’  looo…how? Dun play me wor on saturday…Ok??

…knock! knock! knock! on the door….

At last the connection is back on, i’ve been so ‘dead’ for the last 24 hours ++ due to the network problem. Pity me!!!

But lastnite or should i say early this morning, i had an unexpected experience in my life of 16++ years…It all starts from…

I went to study (Statistic—SO MANY Qs!!! WIll go Nutzzz) with Ian and Daryl at the common room around 10.35pm then later after midnite, due to my hungriness…we went for supper. While we were juz bout to go, we saw Jared standing there alone, so we went over and gotta know tat he was waiting Tamy to go for supper as well…We asked them to join us so they join and went to Al-Salam. It’s already quite late that time, i think it’s already 1am…So we went looo…We sat there eat, play, chit-chat…Without noticing that the time passes by so fast…In a glimpse it was 3 sthing AM in the morning!!! (What the heck?) Ok!! We paid and left.

" I really ‘admired’ those people that can stay awake all night chit-chatting there…"—>tat was wat i thought but now i get to taste the feeling of it…

…Ok now the funny part comes in—haha!! I hope Jared n Daryl wont kill me if they read this—haHa!! Since they were chatting anime stuffs all along in those chit-chatting-conversation,  both of the guys were kind of ‘high’ and were doing those anime stuff like…some hand sign and all….HaHa!! We got it on video (live)!! —-thinking back now…It’s really funny to see them do those things..(I thought oni my brother was crazy bout those anime things but now i’ve gotta change my perspective of thinking…) After taking the video of D n J ‘fighthing’ , it’s already so EARLY—4.03am!!!!….All of us balik kampung to sleep!!!

Hmm…I’m kind of shock that i’ll stay up so LATE!!! but waking up in 3-4 hours time which means 7-8am…GOSH!! That’s IncReDiBLe!!! What hv i changed to? Anyway,  i didn’t slept well cuz it’s like so hot although i’ve turned the air-cond to it’s lowest temperature and highest fan speed…So, i woke up quite early tis morning even b4 mum missed call me…

Today, dunno wat got into my group of frens..all of them are laughing like hell, it’s juz like they’ve inhaled laughing-gas…hAhA!! But some jokes they made up were really funny…HaHA!!! It’s better to see people laughing than seeing people with smelly face…I’m suppose to be sleepy since i didn’t slept more than 6 hours lastnite, but i don’t feel sleepy at all…But just kind of tired…As a result of  sleeping so ‘early’, i’m a bit ‘out of the track’ today…

***CL if u r reading this…wanna let u noe that i’ve started with the ‘programme’ that we mentioned the other day …It’s quite suffering looo…RemEmBer ooo 20Aug2005!!!!!——–anyway about the thing, i’ll email you!!!

Finals is juz around the corner….StuDy Hard everybody!!!!! Best of LUCK!!!!!!!!!!! (^,^)

In about 19 days from now, I’ll be 17 years old!! Yuppie!!*wink—which means i’m eligible to get my driving license…But before that i need to get through my sememster exam *sigh…

Yesterday, me, xb, jess, vivienne ,grace and wj went out for breakfast at Bee’s!! It was really fun and happy to hang out with them as i haven’t met them for quite sometime now…almost a month i guess. Missed them alot…Hope my holidays come soon then i’ll be able to visit u all…

Finalzzz will be coming soon—in less than a week’s time…Kind of making me nervous though, but i still hope to pass it with flying colours. To do so , i really gotta buck up and study harder looo…I’ll be sitting for my 1st exam on tis saturday which is for M’sian Studies!! Hope i can do well…

Suddenly i came to realise that i haven been spendin much time with my family since i went to college. Spending only the weekends with my dad, mum n bro isn’t enough to me. Although sitting at home might be kind of boring but it’s much more better than staying away from home and not being able to spend those precious time wif my family…Love you all alot..

2.21 am—I’m here studying for my chemistry quiz ‘later’ which is 10am. I noe i should be studying now instead of crapping here, so i’ll juz make it short…Cuz my eyes are very streesed, so gotta take them away from the books…

Juz now, i went to have supper with joanne, dorcas, kc,wj,zX at Al-salam…This is the 1st time i went there since coming to Inti for a Semester—wat a disgrace…It was quite fun actually, although i dun talk much. But let me comment about the food there!!—The roti BaWang i ate was like SOOOOO Nice!! Maybe because i’m hungry, but truly it’s very delicious plus the curry was well cooked as well. ( I can’t help it, cuz i ate dinner too early today…so gets hungry easily–actually is fatter).

:: I love food–Especially Chocolates but i nid to avoid those for my own sake…If not my face would turn into a monster!! Anyway, food are the best of life!! When i reach home 2ml, i’ll juz eat lotz of choc(paradise–ferrero roche), then later drink lotz of honey in order to cool down…But the most important is—Eat Tau Fu FA! Thz 2 my bro, who bought me some from the pasar malam!! ::

I’ll juz stop here for this time, cuz i really gotta get back to my books, if not i’ll really flunk it!! Oh! By the way, i din flunk my statistic…YiPpIe! Although the marks wasn’t that satisfying, but better then failing it, rite? So, i’ve gotta buck up to achieve my Aim!!!

All The BeST to everyone sitting for the Quiz ‘later’…

To tell the truth i’m not sure what i’m going to post this time on d blog again…cuz i’m mind now is filled with messy-tiring-missing stuff!!..Well, i’m not sure how i got those stuff stuck into my head, and now i’m unable to remove them…Hopefully after a good nite sleep, i’ll be able to forget all of those unwanted stuff!!… *i’m crapping to much lately–sorry for that

Sthing happened yesterday morning when i was going to the washroom,  a bird was inside the washroom, flying here and there. So i juz stood there ( cuz i’m scare of birds), avoiding that bird for like 3 minutes. Then later a gal came in, she was shocked-not by the bird, but by me…cuz i was wearing all black and i was standing at the entrance!! Felt so stUpId for that moment—i wonder why i juz stood there?? Mayb i’m so blur + sleepy…^sleepyhead^…anyway, i went into that washroom and brush my teeth + wash my face with the bird flyin…=S…GoSh!!

Today is not suppose to have any class since i’ve finish chemistry lab classes, but Ms.Vinder wanted a replacement for Bio and also Bio Test 2, so gotta go 4 cls + Test2…Well, i woke up quite early this morning around 6am but eventually when back to sleep till 8 sthing. The cozi-ness in my room makes me wanna sleep more, but still i gotta get up to go to class *sigh…felt like sleeping the whole day, yet it’s already 2am morning now, and i’m still here blogging.

For the pass few days, my $$ flies like as if there’s no limtation. It’s so ShOcKinG!! Maybe ‘cuz i ate too much?!?…Not really…I dun recall eating alot. The consequences of using up large amount of cash :: gotta go to ATM… For ur info, i’m quite a stingy person after coming to college. I wouldn’t spend uneccessarily now, but i can’t resist the temptation for food, which makes me fatter…

But sthing that happened yesterday makes me really HaPpY!! My bEsT fReN—Sue will be coming to Inti to study next semester!! Yuppie!! Although we aren’t taking the same course, but still she’ll be here!! But sadly, we’ll staying at the same block same level but not the same room. Hope to c ya soon gal…

A life is not a life without any friends around you,

standing by your side when you need them,

A Best Friend will always be there no matter you need them or not, listening to your endless crapping—you can pour out whatever you like…

A Good Friend will be there to guide you through difficulties, helping you out in things—you can always depend on them…

Weekly Review:

Last Friday was quite a tiring day cuz after class i gotta rush back home to take bath then later come back to InTi and go to Royal Adelphi for INTIMA Installation. Gotta wear formally, so wore back the same suit for presentation…Aihzz…gotta go shopping for clothes soon…Anyway, LEO club won quite a number of awards, if i’m not mistaken is around 10 awards including top chairperson and top secretary..etc.

Well, on Saturday a few of us (Board Of Directors) went to KL-Confucian School for LEO Join Installation! I was then installed as the Inti Leo Club Secretary–that’s not the main point. The main point here is, i’m really impress with what they organizing committee had done.Most of them are secondary school student but they manage to organize such a BIG event!! Cuz the event is the installtion for Leo Clubs all around KL. Although it’s like not perfect..but it’s consider very good. Congrats to them!!!

My grams came back from Australia with my auntie and uncle. She’s still very sad about my uncle’s death. =’(  Anyway, she’s one of my role model in life—she’s very tough in handling all this, especially 2 loss in a role. After grandpa left us not long, uncle died due to lung cancer…Aihzz…sob sob…Everytime i thought about grandpa i’ll cry…… really i misses him alot. I always wish that he will be there when i graduate from U but…unfortunately he went off earlier. May You Rest In Peace…=””””””(

This week will be a very BuzY week for me…I’ll be having test + quiz for almost everyday in this week. PITY mE!!! Gotta study and do my very BeST, can’t fail the test and must never dissapoint my parents…

There’ll be alot of test pouring in next week!!! Isn’t it pathetic that u need to sit for test almost everyday in a week(except weekends) …??? It’s a suffering to be sitting for so many test n quiz n watever in a week plus it’s different subject everyday…=’( Wanna cry ady…Just sat for the Bio Quiz 2 today, "How was it?" "Dun ASK!!"…Got back my statistic paper—OMG!! The marks are sooooooooooooo LOW..mayb it’s d lowest in the whole cls…dun ask wat’s d mark..cuz i wont tell!! >>>Gotta really study hard for the next TESTS, muz get high marks, musn’t get LOW marks anymore…very bad…(-_-)

Went jogging wif Chyi, Hui, and Yee juz now..quite fun la..Then later went out for dinner til 9.30pm!!(Late huh?!?)—After dinner went to 7-eleven to buy bread (for breakfast) + 100 plus(to drink).

The other day (i think is last week or dunno when) i went for a free eye-test, then the result came out wasn’t very pleasant–My eye’s short sighted and astigmatism increased quite alot (thanx to myself for not wearing specs), now i gotta go and increase the power…To make things worst– My right eye is swallon, so PAIN!! It felt like the whole eyeball is going to PoP-OuT and also like the bee stinging it!!! =““( ….Thanx to my BIG appetite–ate too much ‘yau zha guai’ + ‘horses hoofs’ for the past few days cuz at home (haha!!–gotta enjoy food at home since food in inti not so good)…stuffed in alot of calories…To soothe my eye better, went to the minimart to get an eye-mo that cost me RM5.20!!! It’s so expensive…but sadly…i need to use it!! Mum & Dad wanted to come to see me but i told them not–waste of money>>petrol + toll fee–Hope it’ll get better sooon…

Missing you always…Hope to see you soon…

It’s a suffering for not being able to see you, cuz i miss you alot…

But when i see you, i might hate you…

So it’s better not to see you, and i won’t hate you, i’ll rather choose to miss you…

I hate making decisions, but eventually i’m filled with THESE kind problems!!!! Of all the problem, why this????? Feel like banging my head to the wall…:’(

Now people, should i go back home this friday? and come back to campus on saturday?? The story starts " INTIMA will be holding an installation this friday at ROYAL ADELPHI (which is so so so so near my house compared to others from other states) and i’m suppose to attend!(*nevermind that,i can attend) Then again, on the next day, LEO Join Installation will be held in KL! Which means i need to come back to campus and ‘tumpang’ other’s car in order to go there!!! And another problem is–i didn’t brought along my formal suit so i do need to go home and take it!! but it’s like i need to go home and come back to campus then go home again?? Or i should just go home on friday—go to RA—come back college—go to KL—go home??? " I’m bad at making decision..hate it!! Frustrated!!

After a ‘LONG’ vacation at home (but attending classes), i’m finally back at my FarFarAway + HighHigh hostel room. Which means back to usual schedule!! And also BAD INTERNET CONNECTION!!!! The connection here so bad…anyway i still gotta bear with it. Now, to make things worst–i can’t sign into MSN messenger at all—it says that the connection is TOO BUSY—stupid ReASon..!! hope it gets Better sooooooooooon….

Bio Quiz is just hours away (in exact 18 hours) but i’ll still here scribbling my thoughts in this BLOG. NeeD to StUdy!!! Hope i’ll do well—RNA has mRNA, rRNA, tRNA and each of them has their own role...I’m going NUTZZZ…

Chao guys..write next time..really gotta study…